Tuesday, April 23, 2024

Turn on, Tune in, Drop Out. Part Two.

Reading books is a method used to develop our schema about our shared reality.  A book is similar to Plato's cave in "Allegory of the Cave."  For instance, an individual can learn about the animals that roam the Serengeti, a vast ecosystem in East Africa.  Pictures and descriptions can be found in the book that describes an animal perfectly.  However, when one encounters a Hippo in real time, they will discover a book does not do the animal justice.

I believe the ages form 0 - 5 are the most important in a human's life.  It is during these years an individual is learning techniques to understand their environment.  Developing communication skills is essential during this time period in our life.  The individual is dependent on their environment for sustenance. 

To have this need meet one must use their communication skills to get food, shelter, and clothing.  Some children will learn to talk extremely well to get their needs met, while others will rely on their parents to anticipate their need, and others will have fits to get their needs met. There are a variety of roads a child    can take to communicate with their environment. The faster a child learns to interact with their environment and have their needs met he more the rewards they receive.

Our interaction with our environment develops our schema.  Our schema is the way we order the information from our environment into knowledge.  For instance, as a child we learn to "turn on" an electronic device by pushing a button.  We learn to "turn on" electronic devices in order to "tune in" to some sort of program to learn information for appease our need for pleasure.  For example, I "turn on" my computer, in order to "tune in" to Google Blogger and type information to please myself.  However, the concept of "Turn on, tune in, drop out" can be more complex than turning on your T.V. and watching the latest News information. 

"Turn on" can be associated with accepting a new idea.  "Tune in" can be applying that new idea to your schema.  "Drop out" is questionable, some take their information they have developed and leave society but must return or perish.  I could not survive off the grid and did not like it much.  I have a craving for sushi which could not be met of the grid.  Moreover, I did "turn on" to the use of LSD and found a new and exciting world.

I experimented with LSD in my late teens and early twenties.  Today I macro dos with mushrooms, not as intense as LSD but has a similar effect on your schema.  Using LSD is taking a sledgehammer to your cognitive ability and temporarily rebooting your schema and hopefully able to upload new information that improves your outlook on life.  

First, of all using LSD is a sin our society, but many people accept its use.  For instance, Timothy Leary was honored with a burial in space even though he was at odds with Law Enforcement and Political leadership.  One of the reasons I am confused is our leaders send mix messages about drug use.  Which drugs are good and which drugs are bad?        

  


Saturday, April 20, 2024

Turn on, Tune in, Drop out.



I don't know what is right or wrong anymore. For instance, I believe in free will. I think junkies are expressing their free will by becoming dope fiends. To be an addict is a victimless crime. We have more than enough resources to support individuals with a drug dependency. We get mad at them for expressing their despair and seeking the serenity of an alternate reality manifested using drugs, they don't work like the average Joe, clocking in at a job to get a paycheck, causing the ant to hate the grasshopper.
We say there are good drugs and bad drugs. For example, crack is whack. Crack addition leads to all sorts of dubious situations in life that could result in death or becoming a sex slave. The drugs I promoted and still encourage there use for medicinal purposes are LSD, mushrooms, and marijuana.
I was a follower of Timothy Leary the psychedelic guru that promoted LSD use and known for the mantra "Turn on, tune in, drop out." I learned to question reality from Timothy Leary even though I have maximized my understanding of questioning reality by devoting a large amount of time to study and acting on the thoughts of Plato/Socrates.
For instance, when one reads the "allegory of the cave" by Plato in the "Republic" you have a variety of choices to pursue when one discovers the truth or the level of truth one could live with in our reality.
To be brief. imagine you are in a cave chained to a seat and forced to learn information from images "shadow puppets on wall" to be the truth of our reality. Then one day you escape the chains and see the apparatus that has been teaching you information in the darkness of a cave. While examining the apparatus you see a bright light leading out of the cave. You leave the cave and discover sunlight and the real images of reality you were taught in the cave. Imagine learning what a lion was seeing a shadow puppet then you leave the cave a see a real lion.
When you realize there is sunlight versus torchlight guiding our reality you have the choice to free the minds of those trapped in the cave or continue to bask in the light of the sun. I have chosen to bask in the sunlight, but I am returning to the cave. I have done this multiple time as my duty to community. I analyze myself, find those things that I should cultivate and those things I should let die, get my answers and return to cave. I am in the process of returning to the cave again.
I have followed Timothy Leary's advice and found dropping out of society without wealth is bad for self. I did not realize at the time that he had wealth and could afford to go against the grain and live without accumulating wealth. I leave the cave to bask under the sun and return to get a piece of bread and back to contemplating.
The reason I promote the use of LSD is because it allows you to change your schema you have developed since childhood. We begin our journey in this reality with a blank slate. We are dependent on our environment to provide safety and security for use until we can do it for ourselves. As we observe and interact with our environment we begin to learn and develop our schema. For instance, we learn ideas like fire burns if we touch it or water quenches our thirst.
Our parents are the source of information to begin to develop our schema. I was lucky to have a mother that was into books and gave me a wide view of reality from the comforts of my home. For instance, I learned about the Paroahs of ancient Africa. As a child I thought I was Pharoah and had no problem looking at European Monarchies. What short circuited me was reading a "Trail of tears" about the forced removal of the Cherokee Nation from our ancestral lands. When it came to slavery, I thought it was a condition of the past not to interfere with my goals in this life. I was so wrong about slavery...

Thursday, January 26, 2023

Coffee talk 1/26/2023

 Today on coffee talk: Is teaching African American history the Satanic Verses of the United States? I never read the book " the Satanic Verses" by Salman Rushdie but I have read the Quran and have been outspoken about the history of African Americans and the need to share this information with African American people. The study of history gives us positive examples to emulate to be better people in our society. However, conservatives are trying to prevent the American people from learning this perspective of history.


Denying African Americans, the ability to study our history and culture in public schools as mainstream curriculum is a disservice to the American people. According to Chairman Omali Yeshitela the leader of the African People Socialist Party the "primitive accumulation of wealth" which Karl Marx discusses in Das Kapital in which "parasitic capitalism" rests on the free labor produced by stolen humans from the continent of Africa. Before I discovered Chairman Omali Yeshitela rhetoric concerning slavery, I thought Adam Smith description of capitalism to be valid, but I was mistaken.

The American economic engine would not exist without kidnapped Africans. Historians have portrayed Africa as a "backward and dark continent" and the arrival of Europeans onto the scene brought Africa out of barbarism and a lawless society of uneducated brutes which are lies. For instance, Europeans had no idea how to produce rice, and the stolen humans from Africa were forced to produce the labor intensive "cash crop" for free in the Carolinas.

According to the founder of the Methodist tradition in the United States of America, John Wesley, lies were told about Africa, and the people of West Africa, where people were being kidnapped, had a thriving civilization based on law and order. For instance, Wesley describes how Europeans would kidnap Africans in "Thoughts Upon Slavery," using unscrupulous methods, from West Africa and sale them into bondage to produce "cash crops" for an ungodly amount of wealth. He suggested people should not engage in "men stealing" because it was a horrible and vile means to earn a living.

The ungodly amount of wealth produced from the blood, sweat, and tears of Africans is the capital that allowed the United States and other New World countries to prosper and grow. Furthermore, after laws were passed to free those Americans in bondage another series of legislature was enacted, Jim Crow Laws, to force African Americans into a condition of second-class citizenship to maintain the American caste system based on race and wealth. However, no matter how much wealth an African American gathers they are still in a position of second-class citizenship. Do you remember when Oprah was denied service at an exclusive retail boutique?

Finally, what did the Moors do to Europeans that warranted chattel slavery? Moreover, what happened to all the humans Julius Ceasar captured when he conquered Western Europe?

Sunday, October 23, 2022

In the belly of the beast.

 in the belly of the beast

there are no rainbows
eye for an eye
is the order for the day
but there are no shortages
of the holy bibles
where Jesus says "turn the other cheek"
black, wood, or 13 playing a surreal game of politics
grown men grumble because of empty bellies
others cry into pillows because of fear
other scream in pain because of failed suicide attempts
its a mad house of discontent
I laugh...
In the belly of the beast
there are no rainbows.

God is not Dead.

 God is not DEAD!

Quietly contemplating the universe,
I gasp at the silence,
Is there anything out there?
Perhaps a supreme being
championing the rights of miserable men?...
We swear God exists!
Similar to fake news,
A wild rumor on social media
A shout out during a Facebook RANT!
no angels separating the chaff from the wheat
everyone caught in the mosh of impermanence
grasping at straws
building houses on mud flats
praying to God that it wont collapse
but Gravity our master
whips us daily
reminding us we are meant to struggle.
only us fools
see rhyme and reason in a field of chaos.
Look up in the clouds,
It's Jesus, no Mohammed, no Buddha
no its chemtrails choking the life out of our body
so you don't collect that retirement check.
Political parties trying to make 2 + 2 = 5
Up is really down when looking at the stars
there is no direction in the void of space,
religion and priests, or science and scientist
folk shining a light in the dark that grows darker and darker
I still remain calm
In the belly of the beast
and still I claim
through broken pride
smashed dreams
and lost love
God is not dead.
but it really pisses me off.

Thursday, October 13, 2022

3 hiding spaces

 Once upon a time, when I was beginning the path of learning meditation, I bought a book to ponder words of wisdom until I reached a meditative state. The book I purchased was " The clever rabbit has Three Hiding Places" a collection of wisdom from Chinese philosophers. I read the book from cover to cover and used the thoughts in the books as mantras to achieve understanding. I don't remember a thing from the book, but here is something that has stayed with me from that experience.

One morning I was in Golden Hill Park at sunrise starting a day of meditation. I hear and see things most people do not unless I point it out to them. In order to stop "the monkey brains" I would meditate in the morning to clear my mind's eye. Does not work for me.
On this particular morning I was sitting on a park bench cross legged taking in my surroundings. In front of me was a large pine tree, I think. It had to be a least 30 yards high. Squirrels were doing squirrel things at the base of the tree. I closed my eye and was pondering on ideas from the book "The Clever Rabbit has Three Hiding Spaces."
All of a sudden, a rabbit popped its head out from a hole 90 degrees perpendicular to the tree creating a hypothenuse with me. In front of me was the tree with the squirrels and at a 45-degree angle to my left about 20 yards away was the rabbit poking its head out of a hole.
Next thing I see, is the rabbit starts dashing out of his hole straight towards the tree, where the squirrels are doing squirrel things, then ran directly towards me, passed close by me, and ran pass into another hole.
At that moment the most shocking thing happened, a hawk dislodged itself from the top of the trees and dived through the branches and snatched up a squirrel and went back into the canopy with its meal.
I was dumbfounded and could only think, the Clever Rabbit has Three Hiding Spaces.
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Monday, January 17, 2022

Leadership or coonery?


 

 

 


          I first heard that the Martin Luther King Jr Committee (MLKJC) of Fresno was honoring Mayor Jerry Dyer from political activist Richard Gomez from the Green Party.  Gomez was dismayed that the MLKJC would select a former police chief to honor who had a dubious record while standing his watch. At first, I was shocked to hear that the MLKJC was honoring a former police chief during these times of civil unrest between organized groups such as “Black Lives Matter” that finds the police guilty across the country of police brutality against citizens of the United States.  I thought to myself, to follow an idea presented to me in a speech by Malcom X: “The House Negro and the Field Negro,” that some Europeanized African Americans are trying to stop the plantation master “big house” from burning.

 

 

 
         On a personal level, I have no problem with the police. It is a tough job that someone has to do, evil is a reality.  I have immediate family that has served as law enforcement officers.  Moreover, I am a veteran of the United States Navy, I feel we shared the same cause of protecting our fellow citizens from harm.  As a kid, I would literally hurt myself, bumping into furniture in a mad dash to watch the weekly episode of “CHIPs” that has an excellent opening base line.  However, as a member of the African American community there is a general “fear and paranoia” towards the police from a majority of the community throughout the United States.  There was a collective sigh of relief nationally among the African American Community when Dereck Chauvin was convicted of murdering George Floyd.  Justice has finally arrived when the police are being policed for the good of our nation.  I would like to see a change in the relationship between law enforcement and local communities in a positive way not threw rewards and punishments or a zero-sum game.   

          In order to maintain the American caste system dominated by the Western European American Majority, African Americans have been forced into a role of second-class citizenship.  After the American Civil War which 200,000 African Americans joined unions troops to crush the evil confederate empire, slavery was ended in the United States.  The 13th amendment ended slavery and the fourteenth amendment established citizenship in the United States.  African Americans were to receive the full benefits of citizenship after the American Civil War.  However, the elite southern plantation owners did not feel they should be equal to African Americans and began a process to disenfranchise African Americans.  In order to suppress African American rights “Jim Crow Laws” were passed in southern states to segregate European and African American into separate communities.  I find it absurd that during slavery European and African Americans shared the same house and living environment during slavery, but when Africans Americans were no longer slaves European Americans could not stand to be around African Americans.  I will not pursue an argument that makes the claim in order to pay for the cost of the American Civil War, the elite planter class of the south was forgiven by the state and allowed to reclaim the power they had lost in defeat during the American Civil War. 

          Martin Luther King Jr. (MLKJ) was quintessential in trying to end segregation in the United States of America.  If you look around America, you will see that the U.S. is still segregated, and people are working hard to integrate the state.  MLKJ speech “I have a dream” of a peaceful and prosperous world has moved the hearts of millions and led many people to fight peacefully for an integrated society.  Counter to MLKJ concept of nonviolent protest is Malcom X’s belief in black nationalism that championed self-determination and self-defense.

  According to Malcom X in his speech “House Negro and the Field Negro,” African Americans can be divided into two groups the house negro and the field negro.  The house negro lived in the “big house” with the master and would do anything to please the elite plantation owner.  On the other hand, we have the field negro who had no love for the master and his ways because they were forced to work for free under the lash of the whip.   

Malcom X found Martin Luther’s King Jr. stance on nonviolent protest to be foolish when the state sicks dogs and uses water cannons to prevent equality among the citizenries.  Malcom X believed we have the human right to defend ourselves from harm; self-preservation.  Personally, I think Martin Luther King Jr’s non-violent protest is an excellent example of extreme Christian behavior when it comes to the creed: “turn the other check.”  I am Christian but will only turn my check once, then it is on.  Hopefully, I can live a peaceful life. 

 It could be argued, from a Malcom X perspective, that the MLKJC honoring Mayor Jerry Dyer is the act of a house negro trying to save the “big house” from burning, or the MLKJC has “sold out” to the establishment supporting a former police chief when the majority of African Americans fear the police.  Police brutality is a pandemic that plagues people of African descent globally.  The MLKJC honoring a former police chief when justice is finally being served, Derek Chauvin was found guilty of the murder of George Floyd, is similar to a house negro trying to stop a fire from burning down the elite plantation owners “big house.”  The idea of “defund” the police is more of a reality in African American communities rather than honoring one as a former police chief for their service to the community. 

Malcom X’s idea went on to inspire organizations such as the Black Panther Party for Self Defense that was for the benefit of African Americans while Martin Luther King’s ideas have inspired the world to be a raceless community.  Personally, I like MLK jr., but if you fire a gun at me, I will fire one back.  Moreover, I am a direct result of Martin Luther King jr. vison in his speech “I have a dream” I have a diverse heritage and have most of my life lived in a multi-cultural community.  However, I recognize that not all people like a multi-cultural community and prefer to live with people of their own ethnic background.  I don’t support forced integration; I would prefer to live in a community without that jazz and with people who want to associate freely. 

To answer my query, I went straight to the horse’s mouth on Facebook and messaged the MLKJC: “Why are they honoring a former police chief.” I was told he was being honored as mayor and his service to the community.  Moreover, I was given the opportunity to attend the next meeting of the MLKJC and ask my question at the meeting.  I would like to thank Kim Tapscott-Munson for inviting my to the meeting.  I went to the meeting and was impressed by the collection of individuals that had embraced MLK Jr’s philosophy.  I wanted to pick the brain of an individual by the name of Dr. Kapor but there was no time. During the meeting I found out that Mayor Jerry Dyer is not a newcomer to the MLK Jr holiday but has been involved in the African American community for over 20 years.  The MLKJC found it was time to honor Mayor Dyer for his years of public service. 

The MLKJC is what they are, a group of individuals committed to the realization of MLK Jr’s dream of an equal society.  Was this action by the MLKJC rational leadership or coonery?  Leadership is the action of leading a group of people or an organization.  The city of Fresno desires unity in our community among everyone.  Coonery is the action or other behavior, usually on the part of African Americans, used to reinforce and perpetuate commonly held stereotypes about their own community.  For instance, behaving like a house negro qualifies as coonery.  Is the city of Fresno setting an example to emulate by praising the former police chief under the banner of Martin Luther King Jr?  Is this some sort of an olive branch between the African American community and the police force?

Mayor Jerry Dyer is an integrationist.  He is the embodiment of MLK Jr. dream from a European American male perspective.  He wants to see European and African Americans holding hands and living together in harmony.  He desires a happy city where we all get along as citizens.  However, my issue with the ceremony was the lack of a demand for economic opportunity for African Americans.  Martin Luther King Jr. desired economic justice as well as racial justice.  Where is the economic justice for the African American community across the city, state and nation?  What is the point of being able to eat at a lunch counter with you when I can’t afford to buy lunch? Reparations now!