The chicken or the egg

In particular, essence or existence which comes first then second? I am pondering this question. I take the stance that we come from idea's neither existence nor essence. A thought was made from our parents concerning children and then we are the result. Actually, I am a thought concieved by my parents and given form.

What are those thoughts that my parents had to concieve me. Since my parents where both practicing Christians thoughts of God from a Christian prespective was on their minds. The idea of having a child comingled with Christians virtues. The desire to have a child will produce the question how to raise the child. The concept of thought and action begin to merge. Parents begin to prepare for the birth of a child before it comes into being. For example, men and women get jobs in hopes of paying for their offspring and providing a good upbringing for their offspring.

A lot of problems hatch from this explanation. The condition of the unwanted pregnancy. The teenage mother. The woman that is inpregnated by rape. In these conditions, there is no premeatated thought. The idea of birth is not on the mind of these women and men.

Actually, the thought is on our minds and hard wired into the DNA of all living things. For example, as a child I wondered where I and other children came from. I was told I came from my mom's stomach. What did she eat to make me? I better not eat that liver she likes so much. I hope these cookies where not the cause. I will eat these dog biscuits, no way she ate these, only dogs eat them. To find out where children come from begins our ideas concerning procreation. The idea of having childern is taking form in the void of our thoughts.

People that exist co-create the essence of the person that will be. I think life does not need God to be created, but to be saved yes. Saved from what only He knows. (Yeah, so what I typed He. Get your own blog and type what you want.) Actually, saved from ourself because we can be formed without him. However, we can be formed with him. I believe I was created with him, not to sure about my neighbor, he listens to the worse music ever.

I believe this from listening to my parents and myself (essence). This is sort of a predestination vine of thought. Being born to Christian parents, I was predestined to be a Christian. I have the choice not to live the life of a Christian. I have tried and it did not work out for me,lol. The wise man enjoys correction from the father and I get put back on the narrow road that is often less travelled by the masses.

There is a union between the ideas of those that live for GOD through Christ and the essence of GOD, the holy spirit. We are to be vessels for the word of God and the holy spirit, followers of the teachings of Christ. I believe Jesus is the Christ, his word is true.

One thing I am astonished with: I am not a gentile and never have been a gentile. We Christians tend to think we are like the barbarians that where converted over two thousand years ago. I am born in the vine of Christ, I am either good or bad fruit for the vine. I make an honest effort to be good fruit.

To bear fruit is spiritual and physical manifestation of the word of GOD. For instance, I can procreate and have children that I raise to be Christ like and I live in the communtiy of humanity being Christ like. I give the light of Christ to my offspring and shine the light of Christ in the community. I do not have to have children to bear fruit for Christ. There are days when I feel like a solar eclipse.

As usual, I get side traked with something else. I want coffee and a cigarette. Oh boy, this is a solar eclispe for quit a few people. I would say: It is not what goes into the body but what comes out. However, I have been known to use profanity that would make a whore blush. Gee whiz I think I did it again.