tap tap tap

The well,
the cup barer,
and
the water of life.
One in three.
You need the cup!
REPENT!
I AM = wrong for I,
IN
my light.
my thought,
my action,
stumbling
over
cobble stones
DRUNK
on
the ways
of
the WORLD.
I see the darkness
in me,
when mine eyes,
have seen ,
the GLORY
of
HIS light!
please sir?
cup barer,
son of man,
son of GOD,
fetch me a drink
to sober
me up
to
drink
the water of life
held by the well
that only
you know
the way
to
that well
that
has always
been here,
holding the water
for the cup barer
to give a drink,
for
the cup barer
came
to show the way
to
take a sip
from the cup
holding
the WATER of LIFE.
NO:
statue building,
NO:
road building,
NO:
teaching
NO:
learning,
NO:
working,
Just asking.
knock:
tap tap tap
on the door
to
the KINGDOM of HEAVEN
the water
is
freely given
to be
sustaining
for
OUR SOULS
by
the GRACE
of
I AM
for
I AM
so
LOVES
the world
and
adores
humanity,
from
the pious:
living in praise and prayer
to
the sinner:
consummed by ignorance and vice
we all have
LIPS
to say:
I REPENT,
we are
the crown jewel
made
in
I AM
IMAGE
to live
in
PEACE, HARMONY, and TRANQULITY
within
the BOSSOM
of
I AM
GREAT CREATION,
the EARTH.

Behind the Digital Curtain

rises
the new
light
sun light
and
divine light
rolled into
numbers.
All
of
humanity
to be:
One family
by our
marvelous science,
endeavors
we are
very very cleaver
we have seen
the DOOM
of machines
breaking bones
sheading blood
but are
mind and soul
remained free,
Now our thoughts
are danger
from
the bright lights
on our
flickering
screens
so fast that
that it is not seen,
electrical speed of light
from here
I go
there
but
the window
is in New Mexico
the Hub of data
falling into a databank
MASS POLITICS
manipulating
our minds
group think
To say:
this is good
this is bad
maybe,
but not
I don't know,
the tool
too answer
the eternal search
"What is the Meaning of Life?"
God did it!
is not good enough
never really was,
Why would a being of divinity,
create us in a world of misery,
avoiding the concept
we have free will,
my will,
your will
his will,
her will
When we die we should have a will,
our attempt
too shape
the world
after
we are dead
and gone.
Perhaps?
it is reincarnation
that makes people
do those things.
I might be back
again
again
again
and again,
lets make
it easy
for the next visit.
our life
as dead people
living in coffins
spoon fed
our ideas from
a desk top
lap top
a screen,
mass education
of the masses
an attempt to control
the Coliseum crowds
of ancient Rome.
Hope is not LOST,
At least,
the curtain has not dropped,
we have the means
to bring freedom
and avoid the need
to be controlled,
I like watching the surf
you like the snow fall
we agree about the beauty of Nature,
we see the coldness in men and women hearts,
but also
the warmth of human smiles.
Like a gun,
the Internet
can blow a hole in our heads
but
like a pen the exchange
of information can set us free,
I enjoy those that love GOD
I love good people just the same,
I love bad and evil people
one day we will come to the conclusion
in ourself,
that love is the way.

I am

THIS!
said?
the
GOOD GOD
come to me,
by saying:
LET THERE BE LIGHT!
not the SUN?
but
LOVE!
TRUTH!
WISDOM!
KNOWLEDGE!
UNDERSTANDING!
echoing
in the
VOID
of
pre-creation
HE IS!
THE SOURCE!
for
LIFE!
NOT
the SHOUTS
of madman?
but
the gentle
whispers
of a brook
casually flowing
(like honey dripping
over hot cakes,
do you hear:
the laughter and delight
of childs joy
for a RIGHTEOUS treat)
through
a
glade
during spring
watering seeds
for
flowers
to
BLOOM
the colors
of
the RAINBOW
his kingdom
breathing in his GRACE,
the scent
of his
burnt offering
a PLEASURABLE
for woman and man
to dance
in
PEACE and PROSPERITY
his
MAJESTY
where all beings
come
for
a drink:
the lion
the bear
the wolf
the fox
the deer
the lamb
everything
that orbits
HIM
the
I AM.
WE have
the material
from
the immaterial
his idea
CREATION
put
into perpetual motion
for those
that are not fools,
WHO: SEE and HEAR!
run to
the warmth
of
the eternal flame.
Like
A stone
cast
upon a pond
the spirtit
of the divine
ripples
through
TIME and SPACE
sperating
BREAD
from
STONES
and
feeding
US
with
HOPE
until
our end
comes
to his:
IN THE BEGINNING

I'm pushing

pause.
back
to ink
and
pen,
being
silent
in
the
silence
of
the
digital void,
when
it
comes
to....
(CLICK)

YOU GO

BING
ouch
BANG
ouch
BOINK
ouch
triangle?
square?
circle?
star?
PING!
PONG!
POOP!
into your Hole,
YOU
GO,
you will fit
chisle CHISLE chisle.
TURNIPS,
CARROTS,
CELERY,
POTATOES,
and
MEAT!
Into the culdron
YOU
GO,
Columbia,
Harvard,
Berkerly,
Princeton,
all phdees
gaurdians
of western civilization
architects
of the Brave New World
controllers
of Oceania in 1984
No matter,
shinning
projection lights
on
castle walls!
under the sun
YOU
GO,
WAIT a minute!!!!
I can comb my hair,
I can brush my teeth,
I can fold my clothes.
I can wash my clothes,
I can tie a tie,
I can tie my shoes strings,
and
Shine my shoes.
I been under the sun.
I got:
eyes, ears, nose, tounge, and an aposable thumb.
I am done
with
uniforms,
I am done
with
wieghts and measures,
I am done
with
crucibles
I am done
with
false principles
I am done
with
the wages of sin,
you go...
(insert crass statement here)

Philosophy: tangent point method II

I am a tangent point. The is the relationship of the individual to everything. I the tangent point in relationship to an undefiable shape. One begins to define the shape of the undefinable. We begin to use categories. I am a subset of my parents. A = Father, B = mother, ab = I. Based on Euclid concept only one parrallel line can be drawn through a given point to a given line. Applied to the this situation: we a have the line connected point A and B. The point ab is a point that can generate a line parrallel to line AB. The question is: What are the ideas that connect the point A to B. A = the father and B = the mother, what brings this two tangent points into a line.

1) God
2) Humanity.
a: church
b: school
c: work
d: party.
e: etc... various social systems of humanity.

A = father has a relationship with 1) and 2)
B = mother has a realationship with 1) and 2)
Line AB = the shared relationships between points: A and B.
This can be portrayed as a Venn diagram. Circle A = father, Circle B = mother, Circle C would include 1) and 2). However, Circle C can not include 1) and 2). Circle C will have to be defined by each catergory in 1) and 2). Therefore the use of a tangent point is better.

A is a tangent to 1) and some of 2)
B is a tangent to 1) and some of 2)
an undefinable shape exist between the tangets of A to 1) and 2).
However, tangent point A has the same relationship of tangent ab too everything.
The relationship between A and ab is father to son/daughter.
A and B defines the realationship ab has to everything.
A and B and ab can be described as a triangle.
The line A to ab
The line B to ab
The line A to B
in the perfect world the lines would create an equalatteral triangle.
To honor one's father and mother.

A, B, and ab have an independent relationship to everything, the individual relationship each has with everyhting changes the shape of the triangle (A,B,ab). For instance, A has a relationship to GOD, B has a relationship with GOD, and ab has a relationship with GOD. Moroever, A, B, ab can have no relationship with GOD or multiple combinations of Yes and No relationship to GOD. In a perfect world for those that desire a relationship with God, The triangle (A, B, ab) would transform to a polygon. The desired shape of this polygon? Maybe a sqaure or a rectangle.

Each point of triangle (A, B, ab) are tangent points to other objects. Multiple shapes exist that are undefinable but each begins to give meaning to the shape they are realted to. GOD and humanity shapes each point. A and B are a subset of humanity for ab. Parents are the first humans that define a childs relationship to the world in an ideal situation.

A Child of GOD

I
know
NOTHING
that
has not been
SAID.
You
know
JUST
as much
as
I.

You
have been
TOLD
just
like
me,
to
QUESTION!
and
SEEK?

On
a
lawn!
I
did not
NEED!
a
farm!
a
forest!
a
mountain!
a
river
or
stream.

JUST
blades
of
grass
and
PEOPLE
with words:
the GOOD
and
the BAD
to find,
the object
that is
NOT
hiding
but
RIGHT,
under my nose.

AND
I have been to:
A farm, A forest, A river, and stream,
they sing
the same
SONG,

HALLELUHIAH!
like me.

Teeth
Gnashing
Garments
Torn
Women
and
Men
Crying
afraid
to LIVE
and
to Die
numb
the pain
with alcohol and drugs,
forgetting
LOVE.

I TOO!
in this
gauntlet
of
POWER
MONEY
and
FAME
have
LOST
my desire: too smile, too LOVE, too laugh, too play, to be
A CHILD of GOD.

Little boys
often
fall from trees,
scrape our knees
the foolish
get bit by Dogs,
and
the WISE MAN
will fall
seven times
and
get his
SMART ASS
back up.

Philosophy: tangent point method

The school of thought I subscribe too catergorizes the knowledge of God as primary the knowledge of humanity as secondary. Knowledge of God and knowledge of humanity co-mingle in the natural state of our enviroment. There is the planet an object that is created by God or by the Big Bang, one must ask what caused the Big Bang? God. Moreover, I can state the creation of the planet is a mute point, it exist at this point of time in my reality.

I must co-exist with the planet. I and the earth are points in time and space. Am I a subset of the point earth or do I have my own independent point from the planet earth? Moreover, is the earth a subset of the sun, or am I a subset of the sun? The relationship between I, the earth, and the sun is Geometry. I am a tangent point to earth. A point in mathematics has no definate shape, but a shape can be defined as a person. An individual is a point on a globe in a vaccum.

Many have become accostumed to looking at the real in an abstract ideal enviroment. Our concept of time and space is shrunk by Euclidean Geometry. Euclide postulates that only one line can be drawn threw a given point parrallel to a given line. You look at this on a board on a piece of paper it is true. Using mathematicis, a subset of knowledge of humanity: philosophy: to measure the phenomenon.

Lets change the point in the abstract ideal world to reality. The earth is the given point. How many rays of light can be drawn threw the point earth? I would say an infinite amount but it can not be so because we live in a finite system that is decaying. The galaxy can be expanding but as it expands we are degrading. A truth from God: Objects are weak, then they are strong, then they are weak again. Moreover, the riddle of the Sphinx: What walks on four legs in the morning, two legs in the afternoon, and three legs in the evening? Humans during the course of a lifetime.

Is there a point in time where the moon and the earth is in such a position that the rays of the sun hits the face of the earth and the moon at the same time? This line of reasoning is similar to the concept of "counting how many angels can sit on the head of a needle?" Therefore, one must take a ruler and begin to measure. Euclidean Geometry is part of the process of explaining relationships of points from an abstract ideal world by mathematics. Algebra a mathematical system developed by Muslims attempts to equalize equations. What is the equation that is being equalized.

There are three equations to be solved: 1) the difference between me and God, 2) the difference between me and you, and 3) the difference between me and you too God. This equation can be visualized as a triangle with three points. A = God, B = I, and C = You. Logically: A is not equal to B and B is not equal to C, each varible is independent. Philosophy from God and Philosophy of men try to form a relationship between the three ponts.

In this age of Science the relationship with God is seriously erroded but it is the true relationship to have. We have the relationship of B and C, I and You. Language is the first method to establish a relationship between B and C, communication. If no communication exist there is no relationship. B and C remain independent. However, B and C are not in isolation they are a part of humanity. Here is the divide between God and Humainty and confusion. God = A is equated to A = Humanity. The relationship of B and C to A = God or A = Humanity.

As a Christian I define this as situation as "to live for the world or to live for God." The beauty of Christ is that he showed us to love God and Humanity. We live for God to be a light for humanity. When applying the rules of physics to living for God there is no solution.

(B and C can use language to communicate to A, my faith uses English in prayer, Jews use Hebrew, and Muslims use Arabic. These three faith define A as singularity. The point A = to ALPHA and OMEGA which is infinity)

I am a tangent. You are a tangent point. God is not a tangent point but undefinable. Jews and Muslims have Laws to define the relationship with the divine, Christians have Christ. For Jews A = the Torah, For Christians A = Christ, For Muslims A = the Quran.

Science defines and object in time and space. Aristotle uses catergories to begin to define items in time and space with words. Euclid changes the words to points. Algebra attempts to equalize the points. I wrote this small bit of my philosophy just to convey that I do understand an aspect of humanity. It is so much easier to write poems. Even easier to say nothing. All these things I have learned from A = God, Humanity, Torah, Christ, and Islam. My foundation is Christ that is Love for God and love for you.

To ZION

The WORLD!
God's
creation,
he loves it
as
Much
as
his
ONLY
begotten SON.
like
his son
he
told
the world
to
BE,
and
from
the void
the
EARTH
appeared.
TWICE!
God
has
sacrificed
his
BELOVED,
he
scared
the Earth
with
the flood,
and
shed
the blood
of
the LAMB.
I AM
his
amazing grace
HUMANITY
our
perpetual disgrace.
TWO SWORDS
to
BLOCK PARADISE!!!!
There is no work
to
DO,
Dont be a fool.
all our endeavors
are
tumble weeds
baked
by
THE SUN
pushed
by
THE WIND
to return
to
The WORLD
again.
ALL around us is MUD.
A servant
of the LORD,
is the
JOB!
working
for
the Son of MAN
and
the GOD:
I AM!
up above,
that resides
in
the hand
of the Christians
that stand
before us.

I say:
Greetings friend
welcome
to
the KINGDOOM of HEAVEN.
Care to shake my hand?

It is
a
GREAT PLEASURE
to do
the
WORK
of
the LORD.
JUST BE NEIGHBORLY!
TO GOD,
TO CHRIST
and
HUMANS,
It
does
get HARD
walking
up this trail,
to
ZION,
the
HOLY SPIRIT
insures
that
you
will
ALWAYS
have
WATER,
the WORD
of the
LORD
is
BREAD.

Jesus Said

Therefore,
I
say
to
YOU,
Take
NO
thought
for
your LIFE,
what
you
shall EAT;
neither
for
the BODY,
what
you
shall PUT ON.
THE LIFE
is
MORE
than meat
and
the BODY
is MORE
than Raiment:
so
I
do
as
HE
said
do
and
from that:

I have
stood
in the shadow
of
Ceasar,

Clasped
hands
and
shared a tale
with
a
Rector Provinciae.

Shared
a drink
with
countless
legions
of
kegonaires

Rubbed
elbows
with
the
IDOLS
of the ampitheater
throwing
daggers
in the back
of
friends
to
get
a
gold star
on
roman roads
that will
be
rubble
the
walk
of shame
whores
for
fame.

Stood
before
the blind eyes
of
justice
she
is
becoming
a
monkey's uncle,
To:
here no! see no! speak no!
EVIL
by
the paper work
of
Sophist
or
Pharisee's
slamming down
the
gavel
Today,
common law
is
Napoleanic Code
our books
say
different
DRACONIAN
folks
are
doing
hard time
for
stealing wonder
bread.

names
are numbers
laws
are numbers
use
game theory
zero sum game
add up
the
numbers:
all must
get the lash
for bothering
the
petite bourgeousie
but
Christ warned
that is
the
LAW of the LAND


I have
had
coffee
and
cigarettes
with
gladiators.
I have been
tied
to the oars
of the modern
galley,
shackled
to the
deck
of the
neo
slave ship
I have heard
songs sung
to
ODIN
the
chant of
swing low sweet charity
I have seen
the face
of
a
sinner
seeking repetance
I saw
the look
of
hatred
in
a
man's
eyes
and
the shock
in
the
eyes
of
another
while
blood
sprayed
like
water
from
garden sprinklers
over
a
piece
of
meat.

I looked
into
the eyes
of
demons,
one
like
legion.

I am shown
so much
of the
world
of
men


I am
the
Raven,
thinking,
typing,
telling,
I
stopped
Questioning.
Just
dead
in
Christ
in
the
World,
Watching
it
all
flow
to
the end
I am
a
chess
piece
moved
by
the
LORD
and
just
a
period
in
his
BOOK of LIFE.
Amen.

Do you see?

The rabbit's
hole!
The chicken's
cages!
The pigeon's
tests!
The rat's
mazes!
The farmer's
crops!
The architect's
buildings!
The city planner's
streets!
The lawyer's
laws!
The Doctor's
Drugs!
Do you need more?
Do you see?
the
MOUNTAINS
MADE
out of
MOLE hills.
Life loses
meaning for me,
living in a city
seeing only
a few stars,
Orion brings comfort,
WEARING his
WRESTLING
CHAMPIONSHIP
BELT
but
only seeing
(Peepers)
the nose
(A CHOOO)
of his companion
Sirius/Serious
the
eastern star?
the
Dog Star...
the
Wishing star:

Ignorance
was
never bliss
Wisdom
seems
worthless
A
Fool's
Folly
is
Fun,
not really,
just
trying to find
ignorance
is bliss
again.

We look
at our feet,
the closet
full of shoes,
the callouses
on our souls,
I am happy,
you are sad,
I am sad,
you are happy,
I find happiness
I find joy
I find laughter
Daily
I am
delighted
by
sunrise
sunset
moonrise
moonset
the
parade
of
planets
Venus and Mercury
sometimes
Mars
and
the different
shades of blue
but
still
I will mourn,
because
this is not the
kingdom of heaven
Christ
promised
to
me
and
you.
Do you see?
I see Satan's villages
bye bye
mom and pop
shop
here is the
one stop shop
but
people
have
seen this
done and done
again and before,
tailors
turned
to factories
in the
industrial age
women and children
working like slaves,
and there is nothing
we can do.
HERE today,
GONE tomorrow,
HERE tomorrow,
or
next door:
today and tomorrow.
Do you see?

because

I know:
IT IS
the
HOLY SPIRIT
that
is
carrying
us
through
YESTERDAY
TODAY
and
TOMORROW.

The all seeing eye

Soft,
light,
in the
dark blue
but
shallow
waters?
of
GOD's
Creation.

is

The
MOON.

Standing
up
above
us,
smiling face:
gladly
lighting
our
way
in the dark.

or,

MAYBE

Patiently
sitting
comfortably
below
us
watching,
us
with a
mother eyes
insuring
God
she will not lead humanity astray.

breath taking
beauty
that is
often forgotten
in our hunt
to catch
the wind
in
our
hands

said
to be
the
better
half
of
man,
till
heaven
and
earth
is
made anew

She
gracefully
glides
across
the firmanet
dancing over:
blades of grass,
amber waves of grain,
ancient growth forests
purple mountain tops,
Billowing banks of clouds,
when we get a chance
we see her WONDER,
and wonder how great
IS GOD
too make thee

She
silently
spins
under
the stars
counting
the time
till we
are human
once again
and giving
us
happy thoughts
and
fond memories
about
how GREAT
it is
to be
ALIVE!

CLAY pots

Trees fall:
timber,
landing,
in a
heap,
LIFE: joy, happiness, laughter, cheer, all goodwill to neighbors.
to DEATH: sorrow, anger, hate, pain, and jealousy
to give
the gift
of
life!
for those
to grow
tomorrow
today,
and
always.
Do they make
a sound?
Father,
into your hands I commend my spirit...
Does one need to hear?
A man say: TIMBER!!!
to know a tree
makes
a
sound
when it
hits the ground.
When he says:

FOUR!

We must know!
because,
metal
:is, has been, was, will be:
melted
with
wood.
Nature has been
re-arranged
and changed
to the image of men.
to put an idea
into a hole.
Is this the likeness:
of me
to
you
to
him
that is:
I am?
From
the
Mist:
we have Mud,
from Mud
we have Man,
A clay pot;
to hold water?
HOLY SPIRIT
is like water,
Flowing
From
the creator:
to one lighting a torch;
from a fallen tree?
That can't fall!
but lives
Eternally,
in flesh or in Spirit?
A dam,
changing the course
of a river,
from death to life.
A stone to build
A temple
of flesh and bone:
In the image of
ALPHA,
we have essence
that is similar
but not the same,
we have no clue of OMEGA!
The man came,
the LORD went,
leaving a tresure behind,
Barns of grain,
or
a people with torches?
To help
sow seeds
in the darkness
of the void
living life
in the shadow
of DEATH
until the
KING
returns
to
reign.

Defender of the Faith

tolerant of the state.
My coin belongs to God,
A vase,
a bottle,
a cup,
a house.
for the living
SPIRIT,
A
flesh and blood,
statue:
a testament
to the Living God.
My spare change,
I freely give to Ceasar,
for his armies.
"Might make right"
for the world of men.
His protection
for land, property, and cash money,
I need not!
BECAUSE!
the hair on my head,
or growing on my chin,
Is safe,
by
the Grace
of
God.
Wheat, tares and thistle!
For GOD,
For GOLD,
For GLORY,
A,B,C,
or one, two, three,
God is A and one,
The other two for fools,
hiding behind the Shield
of Righteous men
or graceful women
Good people
Good Folks
Humans
for Humans
not the commodities
of the material,
but reaping
the wealth of the spiritual,
storing our treasure
in the kingdom of heaven,
not in Fort Knox,
Jesus saves
not Gold
on
Judgement day.
Who is what,
what is who,
where is what,
why is where,
where is who?
The answer
not found on:
www. Google dot com
The angels of God
and the angels of Christ
sepearates
the fruit
from the weeds,
not me or you
friend,
Defend the people,
is the faith,
by
being neighborly,
not with sword and shield,
at times
God fearing people,
must plant thistle,
but it is better
to share
bread and wine
than
spilling blood
there is no telling:
Who, what, when where why,
is a house for the divine,
and
Blasphemy
is not a sin
taken lightly.

The Law

The major appeal of Islam is the law it brings to a population. The proper law is lost on Christians. For example, Paul discusses dietary codes given by to the Jews by Moses is not applicable to Christians. Therefore, a Christians does not have to be Kosher.

Today, many Christians bake a ham for Easter. I find this to be rude, there is a high probability that Christ did not eat pork. Just because he ate grain on the Sabbath does not mean eating pork is good. There are traditions among different people that does not matter when it comes to the truth of Christ. Does Christianity have a law to be followed?

Personally, I suffered from confussion concerning the law for Christians. 95% percent of the teachings of Christ is about concern for your fellow human and live a proper life (the holy spirit from the grace of God gives this ability to humanity) and be the light of the world to be emulated and learned by others. To be a Christian is not an over night experience and a path taken over a long or short life. Christians children (me being one) learn many things about Christ but we do not understand them until we live them. Under the protection of God, family, friends, and aspects of society we live a sheltered life.

I loved Christ but at same time I believed in the right to wage war. I suffered from the fact that I will not turn the other cheeck but will rather fight it out. This is a duality that is manifested in the relationship that exist between a human with government and GOD. The civic duty to protect your country or faith in God "the good shepard" to protect you from all harm. There is the free will of the individual that determines the action of the person. I was raised in a culture that accepted war as a solution to solve geo-political problems. However, I always remember "you live by the sword you die by the sword."

Returning to the Question What is Christian law? Christ did not come to do away with the law but fullfill the law. I have come to the conclusion that two laws exist in the Old Testament: The Ten Commandments and the Law of Moses. The Ten Commandments come directly from God while the law of Moses comes indirectly from the Ten Commandments. The words of Christ is a reflection of the Ten Commandments.

Contitions exists where it seems that Christ beliefs does not coincide with the Ten Commandments. For instance, Christ says that his words will turn a father against son, a mother against daughter, and other family relationships will be torn because of his word. This is counter to the commandment to honor thy father and mother. Is this a contradiction or a natural occurrance. If your parents are in the dark concerning God but you have been enlightened by Christ it will be a natural occurrance of conflict. If your parents think God is in a stone and you know God is your heart a conflict will occur when your try to tell them the truth of the matter.

The power to forgive can be forgotten. I have heard time and again as long as I have Christ in my heart it is good to be mad/hate at my parents. Conditions have been imposed on families by artificial constructs that put people back into the dark. Thus God sends messengers to restore the light of the world. In Western Civilization racism became rampant. I look at the Shakespearian play Othello. How did Othello become a slave picking cotton. A shrowd of darkness was cast upon humanity.

People use aspects of the bible to support nefarious practices. For instance, Paul ask for a slave to be free because he share the same faith as his owner. Paul leaves the matter to the owner. The owner eventually frees the slave. The slave becomes a valuable member of the Christian society. Slavery exists but threw Christ slavery will end. This can be seen as it is normal to have slaves. How can one love there neighbor and keep them in a condition of captivity. You must create artificial construct to put people back in the dark thus you have Othello becoming a piece of property picking commodities. Without the same faith, you can condem a person to perpetual slavery. When the person that is a slave becomes Christians they are not freed. Laws and institutions prevent a master from freeing a slave that is an equal in Christ. Here is one of the many hypocracies found in Christianity. This returns to the conditions of secular and GOD.

To end the hypocrosy law is demanded. There is the law of God and the Law of the state. Does a Christian have a law to follow? Yes, Christians have a law to follow but it can be undermined when taking versus from the Bible out of context. To define the law is a personal experience. Religion can pointer one pointers but it still up to the individual to make a decision. I suggest seeking the kingdom of God then seek Wisdom. I have stated before my hypocrasy is that I believed in waging war. Judaism and Islam both allow for War, or is that the truth. What gives a person the right to over throw a repressive regime. The United states is interesting because when one opressive regime is dismantled another takes it place.

Muslims put Christians under the law when Christians do not follow the law. Jews critize Christians because of not following the law. Christians critisize Christians for not obeying the law. The holy spirit is suppossed to put the law in our hearts. You can not see the law in someones heart. What is the role of Christians in the world? We are suppossed to be the new temple but is the new temple for all or for a select few. Our hypocracy, creates the correction from God, a person can listen to the correction or continue the hypocracy. I no longer believe in the right to wage war but I still know my school of thought on war.

I wonder sometimes: Why is a Chrisitan upset about demolishing the world trade organization, we are not for the world and the aquisition of wealth?

Moreover, How do we know that Mohammed saying that Christ did rise from the dead is not actually that the resurrection or second coming has not occurred yet. This is really way more far out, I have enough time dealing with Christianity now that i don't wonder about other faiths anymore.

On Islam

Hebrews: Chapte 1 v 4-6: 4) Being made so much better than the angels, as he has by inheritance obtained a more execellent name than they. 5) For to which of the angels said he at any time, You are my Son, this day have I begotten you? And again, I will be to him a Father, and He shall be to me a Son? 6) And again, when he brings in the First Begotten into this world, he says, And let all angels of God worship Him.

In the Quran it is stated the the Gospels are the true word of God and should be read. However, the Gospels are a testament to the life, death, and resurrection of Christ. Muslims do not believe that Christ rised from the grave. If they do not believe that Christ rose from the grave then they can not accept the Gospels as the truth. A contradiciton exist in the tenets of the faith.

I must examine where did Mohammed "blessing upon his name" get the Quran. It is well documented that the Quran was given to the prophet by the angel Gabriel. First, one must believe in angels, Jinn, and demons to accept the following: The angel Gabriel does not accept the truth of Christ. Gabriel created a religion through the prophet to make Christianity seem untruthful.

(the hypocracy inherit in many that profess to be Christian makes it easy to believe that Christians are following a wrong doctrine. I am not trying to condem Christians but even to this day most non-believers or those that did believe and turned away state the hypocracy of Christians makes the Gospels worthless. Moreover, who are the Christians these Muslims are encoutering, I would say merchants, to live for God or to live for wealth is a burden on these Chritians and no telling the sin they committed)

The Question one must asked: Is the angel Gabriel mad at Christ? A similar story exist in the Quran concerning Satan/Iblis refusal to bow to God's creation Man. Did Gabriel refuse to bow to Christ as God commanded. The books of Hebrews talks about angels.

I believe at this point in time Christ is shaking the foundation of heaven. He has gone to prepare a place for human that have faith. It has been said that the heaven and the earth will be shaken before the return of Christ. Angels not accepting a Son of Man as superior to them is a hard pill to swallow especially after the fall of man. It is comparable to the relation of the United States to the United Kingdom, there is no way this hodge podge collection of shifty businessmen, religous zealots with false beliefs, indentured servants and slaves can ever be greater than the U.K. "God save the Queen."

I am not trying to undermine Islam but I have listed a major concern that Islam is not from God but from the angel Gabriel. However, the good thing about the revelation of the Quran to Mohammed "peace unto him" is he brought a Law to a lawless people that dealt in revenge and blood debt: extreme eye for an eye. Mohammed is similar to Moses bringing the Law to people, but it is Christ that brings salvation.

What are Gabriel's intention revealing the book? If you believe the Gospel is the truth then you must believe Christ is the Messiah.

cast the net there

From the shore,
our Lord,
feed the masses:
bread;
from his breath:
the word of God,
is the gift of life.
The kingdom of heaven!
is at hand!
from then
and right now
tis day.
Peter:
the rock,
but ran like the wind,
a mile for each time
the cock crowed.
BUT
before he lifted
his cross,

REMEMBER
(everyman falters,
part of the dirty business
of being a man)
REMEMBER

He with his eyes,
He with his ears,
KNEW
The preaching to the masses
of
our Lord.
Long day out to sea
no fish to sell
just the aches and pains
of being a male,
"trying to make a dollar out of ten cents"
our Lord,
came to him
and said hello,
the kingdom of God...
is at hand...
my friend...
cast the net there,
Grumble
Grumble
Grumble
Grumble
like every man
that knows thier way,
and
we always say:
I know how to perform my TRADE!
one push
two push
three push
NETS OVER THE SIDE!
ha ha ha!!!!
LOOK here brothers:
this holy man will see!
one pull
two pulls
three pulls
NETS BACK INSIDE THE BOAT!
too many fish to try to pick up.
Then Peter believed
"he'll be a fisher of men"
I will follow you master
for
to find the kingdom
of
HEAVEN!!!
Your belly will be feed.
Your back will have clothes
(ME!
I'm not sure about a place to sleep,
because the spirit...
moves us)
because:
GOD TAKES CARE OF HIS FLOCK!!!
and
The fruits of the Lord,
are not of this world.
My advice,
....to you....
is to,
drop your net
right there.

me being frail

I will not Die,
I will live one day,
Thus I fear the Lord.
I have grown accustomed,
to my flabby skin,
to my reciding hair line,
to my cross I bear
and
knowing the sorrow of living on earth.
To be made a new?
Tears wiped away,
To have:
ETERNAL!
Laughter and Joy,
Thus I fear the Lord.
I am told
"It will be good"
but
How can it be?
I have friends that won't believe.
I was told:
"the angels adore me,
my jokes I tell,
crack up the spirit world up"
I like telling them from
EARTH,
Thus I fear the Lord.
To know,
he is:
I AM!
and
me being frail,
and unsure,
which steps to take?
on thin ice!
depending on HIS will,
to guide me in this world,
Thus I fear the Lord.

A Picasso is not a Picasso

To accept!
the unacceptable,
is to become!
unacceptable,
Is there perfection?
or
just random sets of
tolerating behavior,
created in a matrix,
fuzzy logic
moves you
chaga chaga choo choo
from the black
to white
threw a haze of gray
even gray is another
rainbow?
If I live by the Law,
Do I stone you,
If you do not?
No and never,
for there is always
a thing lacking
in human perfection,
but
the perfection from God
is too travel and change
rearrange my point of view,
God made me with an
aposable thumb
Therefore,
I have an adjustable mind.
you repeat a lie often enough
the next you have a truth
A dog can learn a new trick
if you know how to to train,
A man can learn a new trick
When you learn how to speak,
words do lose their meaning
on the printed page
or the electric page
and the beautiful woman
her flowing hair
the smile
of happiness in her eyes
the smell of sweet flowers
and the grace
of her gentle steps
are lost and become pointless
in images and words
a picasso is not a picasso
posted on a web page
and a women
will never have justice
when it comes to words
the only creation
above the creation of men
is the lovely woman
that is more peaceful than a dove
and stronger
than any man.

"Seek ye first!

the kingdom
of
Heaven!"
The love of God,
freely given.
The temple
built
by the sacrifice
of
Christ,
the unmovable stone.
The foundation for humanity.
To live in peace and be free:
from sin and death:
living in harmony.
"Hell no we won't seek!"
"Duh?
A life is like a box of chocolate?
Duh?
nobody told me to look,
Duh?"
How can you miss the sign?
anyone that drives a car,
in the good ole:
In
GOD WE TRUST
USA!,
will see one sign that says:
"JESUS SAVES"
people push
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>GOD
to the back burner,
for
Champagne Brunches
on sundays
(but more than sitting in a pew)
pulling
"Heave HO"
themselves
closer to the fires of hell.
Living for the world:
stocks, bond, nifty porfolio's
my 2010k plan
is
golden.
Storing treasure
on
Earth
not
in
HEAVEN?
"We are modern"
grain silo's are passe,
"Nobody said nothin about bank accounts"
Is this not the same thing?
GOD
has become a retirement plan,
JESUS
is selling prime property in heaven,
Holy Spirit
is chi, fu, chakra's, in everything,
I do not want to see:
the tears,
the gnashing of teeth
the screams,
and agony
When he says bluntly:
"I knew ye not"
to paraphrase:
back the fuck up!!!
reflecting the delusions
of
having the perfect seat
the closer I sit to the preacher
is the closer I will sit to GOD
"out of my way! I got church dues to pay"
All the while,
never to have opened the word,
passing Christ the stumbling block,
Living the high life
on the left side
on the wide road
forgetting about the slow
narrow path on the right.
THE EVENT HORIZON
between
LIFE
and DEATH
takes hold
Sitting by his well,
I see many come calling:
"Master! What do I do?"
wanting it to fit them,
not them fit in it.

I PRAY FOR US.

Hoping they get what they
seek,
First or last
last or first
does not matter
to me
as long as WE
don't miss the bus.

There is God then there is Men

A lowly pigeon
frantically flapping
across the
pale blue sky,
Has a lot less CENTS then men,
but
MORE
alot
more
Common SENSE then men.
Without ryhme or reason
we see it:
zoom to the left
veer to the right
perch on a building
We YELL
"LOOK OUT below"
then the pigeon
poops.
SPLAT
more like
a tap
of a
busy
buzzing
bumble bee
bumping
into one's
knee
seeking pollen
for the queen.
both will render
a
GASP!
for
breathe.
Tempers flare,
then subside.
We laugh
and
recall
that dreadful day
when we where chicken george
and screamed in our mind
"The sky is falling!"
finally,
"We geuss it is good luck?"
better than a sting.
I think
There is God
his will
in the
erratic
graceless
flight
of the
pigeon
or
Dove
that always
finds a place
to
tell men
be
coool coool.
then
I think
then there is Men,
In a car.
Speeding!!! beep
swiftly switching lanes: BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!
city streets swarming with automobiles.
SCREEEEECHHHHH
a crash.
spending money:
insurance
Ching,
doctor bills
Ching,
dent removal,
ching,
paint job,
ching,
Back to buying a new car:
Ching,
SCREEEEeCHHHHHhhhh
and
CHING CHING CHING CHING
all over again,
but losing our cool.
There is God
then there is men.
The pigeon
is the will of God
men are like pigeons,
but
HUMANS
are the
WILL OF GOD
and
I realize
everthing is cool.

We are bending.

The ebb
and
flow
of
sea and sand
the will of God
growing
with the will
of
humans
A bend
on the shorline
can be seen
while feeling the
Sun shining
or rain pouring
on any given day
of the week
A
sine curve
B
cosine curve
C
tangent curve
getting
larger
and longer
from
the bubling froth
of Mud
and the
Glorious
Power of the Ocean
that can Wither mountians
and allows
children
to wiggle their toes.
I see
The earth
is still being shaped
Therefore,
I know that I am,
being shaped,
but the sand
that I am
rests on
the rock
we call
Christ
the eternal word
never to be
blown away
by the
madness
in
men.
but bending
by the will
of God
to cure
the sickness
in Men.

Sitting in the Back seat.

GOD died,
a sad
and
miserable
state of affairs.
Funeral
was had,
First,
God cried.
Second,
I cried.
Third,
she cried.
Fourth,
he cried.
All of us cried,
buckets of tears
and rain fell
covering the ground.
I died,
but
still alive.
On Roman roads,
wandering
and
wondering.
What to do?
Life had lost meaning,
Was there ever a meaning?
I poked a dead skunk,
with a stick,
on the side of the free way.
Purple
was now
blue and red
black and white
was now gray.
Candid camera:
Contempt
Confusion
Chaos
and
plain old
mean
was the venom
coursing
in my viens,
Click.
Conformity
to the world
has never been in my plans.
Boots straps laced
standing
on shaky
ground,
Only ancient words
and actions
to do.
Given
from the one
that went
to the grave
and
came back from
the grave
in
three short days.
In him I live
then, now, and
tomorrow,
Until
things change.
Tapped on the shoulder,
God said
"boo."
The angels laughed.
God said,
"You are such a fool."
Another course
correction.
To paraphrase:
Remember!
you stubborn mule!
better yet,
JACKASS!
He is me,
me is he,
you are he
he is you
You are in me too,
by the spirit
and my grace.
SIGH
you get so confussed
counting sheep
from the window
sitting in the back seat
Whatever,
I am,
going to do with you.

Over my shoulder

Running rapidily...
not told too?
but knew too!
threw...
our lives...

on the streets,
she is a he?
needing money?
for fake furs,
and
drugs.

In the mall,
she is a mom?
more like a teen?
needing a permit?
to work.

On a train,
lights...
action...
camera...
on board today,
we have a movie star?
burn hollywood burn!!!

In a car,
today's
news!
laugh now?
cry now?
scream now?
be glad it is not you?
on the news.

I don't like heights!
but,
I smelled the smoke!
I saw the smoke!
I touched the smoke!
I tasted the smoke!
I felt the smoke!
MASSIVE
METAL
Modern
marvels
became graves

In a class,
God is the devil?
Jesus is Buddha?
Buddha is Jesus?
Mohammed "blessing upon his name?"
is the anti-christ!
God is dead?
Jews control the banks.
knowledge is power!

Under a tree,
apples, apples, apples,
fall!
Make apple pie.
Make apple sauce.
Make apple butter.
Drink apple cider.
Ignorance is bless!
I forgive you.
You forgive me.
we are unknowing?
An apple for a preacher,
or from a preacher?

Reading a book.
Cool wind,
cool wind blows,
coool winds blowing,
over my shoulder.

Imagination of Equality

KING minos
bones
are buried
and lost
but
his legacy
still remains
The Labrynth
(thought of by
Daedalus
to control
the beast
made
of his wife infidelity
with a bull
PUNISHMENT
As usual
CUZ
powerful men
will not lessen to God
HOWEVER
[ IDOLATRY posiedon IS].)
will be here to stay.
No longer
of
bricks and mortar
and
guarded by
swords and shield
Madison calls
IT
"checks and balances"
the throne
and the beast
on a leash
far from barbaric
of yester years
very logical
and extremely civil
made out of
paper
pens
words,
and neighborly Love
"In GOD WE TRUST"
so the king
the queen
and the beast
all can be human again.
LIVING FREELY
as equal citizens.

The well

Leering
at the
Dreary
London fog
or could be
sittng
on the
Oakland Bay
seeing
the San Francisco fog,
never the less
OLD World or NEW
the low flying
Clouds
are drifting
Away
Showing
the HORIZON
of a
clear, blue, day.
sorrow for man
anger for GOD
anger towards man
pleas to GOD
petition
for
remission
of
mine and your
SIN
seems to go unheard,
When standing
on the bottom
of a wishing well
picking up spare
change
to drop
right back in
fuddling
around
in the muddle
of a dream like
state,
wondering about
the state
OF THE GREAT STATE
asking the Lord God
Lord is it too late?
If ten could save the fate
of Sodom and Gomorah
how many for the good ole' U.S.A.
under God?
but
seperate from the church?
and
rising high to the sun
on the wax paper wings of science
free to be I
but must conform
for the unity
of community
free to be we,but
::::::::::
race,
class,
sex,
Keeps us in a place
I am American!
You are (something) American!
Can we just be American?
Being human has been lost,
in the rustle
and
bustle
of meaningless and empty
shallow space
MY
sorrow for the seperation
of men
from God
MY
anger at the world of men,
MY
anger at men
is my seperation from God.
sniffle
sigh
sniffle
AARRHHGGGGG
a vicous cycle
sad is anger
anger is sad
boys don't cry!
Sometimes, men do.
Forgiveness
brings tears of happiness
laughter for joy
My
smile on my lips
Is truly
ME
Smiling on the outside and N
because a sin
of mine
has been washed away
by another sip
of water
while
sitting
at
the well

The End?

ma,
ma,
Ma,
MA!
mom,
Mom,
MOM,
MOMA,
"what?"
MOMA
"what?"
What is?
"What is what?"
mmm
mmmm
mmmmm
"What! I'm watching T.V."
chute, always with the T.V.
This word ma,
Arrrr
arrrrma
armago
"Where you reading that from?"
the bible ma.
"Where?"
In the last part ma.
"Say it again."
armagoood
"Oh, thats armagedon, a big battle?"
Like War World II
"Much bigger."
How is it bigger than that War?
"That is the last war to be fought"
Is America gonna be fighting?
"yes"
"Who are we gonna be fighting?"
"It is the last battle between good and evil"
Who is else is gonna be fighting?
"Everyone."
me too.
"You too"
When is the war suppossed to start?
"Its going on right now."
I'm not big enough ma.
"Me and your Father are gonna keep you safe."
I want to fight against evil too ma.
"You will, at the end."

Changing name of blog.

Today, August 10th 2010. I have changed the name of my blog. I have come to the conclusion that I am not on a road less travelled, but one that is well paved and has some bright lanterns. All of remain thirsty, but having a claim in the well has a easier means to eleviate the thirst.

Valley Death

I am in shock and awe at the things I see. We live in this age of science and information but I see the things of the occult happening around me. The things in the bible that are evil I see them blatantly preformed. People trying to impose there wills on each other, magic, witch craft, and unbelief in God. Innocent lives lead astry to be the servant of a sick and twisted master. Give me the Yoke of Christ always. I am in the middle of a storm but I fear no evil for the Lord is my savior. Is this stuff for real? It has no power over me but does it have power over those that don't have the strength from Christ. I keep myself girded. I am learning this stuff has no power over me but it is very irritating and can weaken vigilance. Into the wilderness I am. I see fields ripe for harvest or is it fields for planting. Christ's Angels and satan's demons are in the fields. There is an absence of the word of God from people in the wilderness and they crave God but our systems has lead them to seek good in evil. Allowing evil to run a muck. My friend tells me that God is perfecting my heart for some purpose. I tell him what I have seen he accepts but does not truly believe because like me he is a son of science, but he wants to know. It is not something someone would want to know if they knew what they would find out. Angels and Demons are very real and the things in between. School teaches us enough to blind us to the reality of the unseen world. I have no solution for this situation except to take communion and pray. We are speaking of the Love of Christ in this malestorm. I have no idea what it is doing. I have faith as a son of Christ but as a son of science I would not believe if not for the grace of GOD. There are days when I doubt I can help anything. It will take judgement day to clean up this mess on earth, but I can only rely on my faith in these times of doubt that every little bit helps. I am done for now. The narrow path is on the wide path that is why we need deliverance from evil and guidance.

Homosexuality.

Can be viewed as a genetic anamoly, that tells us that our society is not in accordance with God. The problem is that I see our society has persecuted homosexual behavior instead of re-evaluating the conditions of socitety that has lead to increase homosexuality. I can not get this scripture of of my head:

Romans 1-25; Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshiped and served the creature more than the creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen 26. For this cause God gave them up to vile afflection: for even their women did change the natural use into that is against nature: 27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another, mene with men working that which is unseemly, and recieving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.

I have no better term at the time than genetic anamoly, but that sounds harsh in my ears, like they are a defect. The dumb thing to do is to treat them like a cancer or pack them in away in a closet. Even my use of "them" I find disheartening. I have homosexual friends that are very spiritual but have turned away from traditional forms of worship. I can not blame them I have been ill with organized religion. However, at this point of time I have a religion that strenghend my spirituality.

I think there is the homosexual and the learned behavior of homosesxuality. The treatment of homosexuality can be compared to cancer. The method has been supress/kill the homosexuals you prevent the spread of the diasease into society. The diasease goes into remission "back in the Closet" but, not changing society it returns bigger and badder. To compare homosexuality to cancer is a weak and bad comparision. I can only compare homosexuals to other humans. In my, understanding, there are alot of heterosexuals engaing in behavior that I see just as bad as a behavior trait found in the homosexual community "sleeping around," Sticks and stones! log jams in eyes, pin the tail on the donkey.

The part I want to focus on is verse 1 romans 25: To worship the creature more than the creator = God. The creature in this instance is the state. I like to believe the United State was formed to help bring about about Heaven on Earth. There is no doubt in the world that the United States is a Christian nation. As a child I thought: GOD, Family, Country. At times the relative importance was different. When I wanted a bag of army men Family was more a priorty than God. I think our ancestors where tired of the concept of give to ceasar what is ceasar give to God what is God, make a state in the name of God: The United States.

The day I heard a petition in the courts system of the United States is called a prayer, this was idolatry at its greatest. An arm of the state/beast/leviathan is answering prayers of the people. I have no idea when this was begun but I knew when I found out: I thought the creature has become God. My country the United States has been fighting to be a nation of God but is that the proper way. I read St. Augustine "City of God" and he said christians really had nothing to worry about when the city of Rome fell. The Christians did not concern themselves with possessions. In our fight to make this nation we have gotten stuff. We want to keep this stuff. We serve the state to keep our stuff,.

The stuff I love is not tangible: I Corinthians Chapter 12. There is a list of gifts that I will summarize: 1) word of wisdom, 2) word of knowledge, 3) faith, 4) healing, 5) miracles, 6) prophecy, 7) discerning spirits, 8) divers tounges, etc.

However, not all of us serve the state to keep stuff. Serving the State in the name of God helps the state, a whip on the beast. There is an ebb and flow between piety and impiety that I see in the Old testament and in western civilization. For example, Socrates was executed by the state for impiety. As a Christian that does not see paganism as valid I made the assumption he was killed for nothing, even to pagans to offend a God is a grave mistake.

When the state is inline with God I have no problem, when the state is not inline with God I have a problem. Trying to wrestle with a beast is absurd, but I wrestle with the beast because of the things I see around me. Homosexuality is everywhere in large cities. Are homosexuals a form of prophets that embody the fact that my nation is against God. How do I change myself for the benefit of the others. That is the will of the trinity. I am praying on it, along with alot of other things. I know with out the state i would not have my education, so I must do something for the state. Hopefully, I do self for God and others, that is what I pray for to be a good neighbor.

Freedom from Fear

The biggest fear an individual has to deal with is impermanence. We live in a constant changing world and nobody knows what to expect next. We desire something permanent to alleviate the fear. For instance, in Western civilization, our ancestors has generated a concept known as private property. Many focus on the aquisition of things, to have things that seem permanent creates an illusion of having permanence. I buy this house, therefore, I have a permanent residence. When old age settles in and the kids think you are just not safe enough living on your own, the house is sold and you get packed off to a board and care facility, while the excess wealth is used to buy the kids security from the fear of impermanence. They have a nice condo in a popular area, and I have pokers players to remembers the good ole days.

Lack of job security is another one of those fears we have. I am constantly trying to upgrade my skills. I do not upgrade them for a job, they help, but I look more for knowledge. Knowledge can evolve into wisdom or lessen to have a good paying job, to lessen the fear of impermanence. "The one who dies with the most toys wins." Our toys can not go with us to the afterlife. The ancient Pharoahs of Egypt built massive monuments to be remembered by humanity and hold their money for a trip to the afterlife. The only trip they are making is to another museum to be gawked at by little kids on a day trip away from school. The leaders of great civilization reduced to a pile of decaying clothes and bones with the chance of having a buger from little Johnny added to their wealth.

How does one find freedom from fear? That does not mean waiting to die and go to heaven, but to experience heaven now on earth. I read the bible to confirm my understanding of freedom from fear, but there are still those things that go "bump in the night" that causes me to have fear. One thing that I found interesting, but have not looked deeply into the concept, is the rise of demonic figures in Western Christian Religious art. Has hell been rising with the growth of Christianity? Weeds and Wheat growing together waitng for Christ to return. A person can say my faith in Christ is an illusion. It is difficult in this age of science to describe my peace of mind, it is an idea/spirit that can not be understood with physics.

I just don't get.

Daily I desire understanding for the things that I read in the word of God. Sometimes I get answers. Other times, I am left stting on a dock loking at the deep but only seeing my reflection. A case in point, that I have been struggling to come to grips with for over a decade: Luke 16 v 8. And the lord commended the unjust stewrd, because he had done wisely: for the children of of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light. 9. And I say to you, Make yourselves friends of the mamon of unrighteousness; that, when you fail, they may recieve you into everlasting habitations. 10. He that is faithful in that whch is least is faithful also in much: and he that is unjust in the least is unjust also in much. 11. If therfore you have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? 12. And if you have not been faithful in that which is another man's who shall give you that which is your own? 13. No servenat can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.

Who is Christ talking to? Maybe, I should get a modern King James version, but that will undermine my concept that the Holy Spirit will bring understanding in due time. I need to bring this up with another Christian that is a voice of the Holy Spirit. I believe that I am a child of light living in a capitalist economic system. I hate the aquisition of wealth. Everytime, I have tried to engage in the aquisition of wealth I have a short circuit. Literally, a short circuit, It goes against my belief. Living for money is bad. I try to get rid of it as soon as I get it to charity. I will live with a cup in my hand rather than the riches of the world. Thanks to God I am being shown a way for myself. I can not serve unrighteous mammon, is was not put into me to seek money, but to seek the kingdom of Heaven.

I think someone born in a Christian family is a child of light. The word of God is put into them like milk. At least, in my prespective. The first simple lesson I learned is that "money is the root of all evil." Today, I have modified to mean the violation of the tenth commandment to covet the neighbors things leads to evil and to protect the things that was achieved due to coveting leads to evil. It has been so extreme for me over the years that I would give all my things away and start over. Actually, I can still walk away from any property that I have.

Up their it says a ton of things that really confuses me. Am I disobeying the words of Christ not making money unrighteously. Am I to make this ill gotten money and use it for good causes. Is there where indulgences come from? I think a child of light will stay a child of light and those that are not will go to them and help those that do not have. A person not raised in the house of the lord and lived for money will see the errors of there ways and use there money wisely for God not for selfishness. On the other hand, a child of light would not go get unrighteous money. These are the delima's that keep me occupied and I search for meaning. There are days when I think I have it, but then it slips away.

For instance, Carl von Clausewitz in his book "On War" to a point, describes the civilian population role during war. The civilian population provides the neccessary resources for a country to engage in effective warfare to bring about political goals. The money generated by a civilian goes to the government which then can use the accumulated wealth to engage in warfare. In today's society every penney earned and spent goes into the coffers of the government. I believe all government are beast, or leviathan as coined by Thomas Hobbes. The early Christian representation for the Leviathan was Ceasar, for Hobbes was the King of England and today for me the United States of America.

First and foremost, I believe in limited government, but I have come to the conclusion there is no such thing as a limited government. Since the time of Christ, Christian have set out to create there own communities. Saint Augustine wrote a book concerning "The City of God." Early Christain settlers came to American to build a city shinning (the light of christ) on a hill. There is no where to go. The Word of God has gone around the world.

To have a city, implies a government. To have a government, implies having a beast, and that beast become unmanagable over time. The more powerful the beast becomes the less an individual has to combat the beast either with reason or force, to a point whree no one can combat the beast, because the beast controls what we see and learn. We have this concepts of freedom of press to present the masses with information to prehaps bring about change but it does not. The beast controls the media, not directly but by those that try to serve two masters, preserving themselves and the state that preserves them.

To control a state one controls the purse strings of a state. Today, the United State economy is no longer in the hands of the American people. The money I earn is going into the coffers of foriegn governments that do not share my and many Americans beliefs. For instance, China gets a large amount of tax dollars from the American people. Therefore, I am donating money to prop up a communist country that does not believe in the dominance of God, but men. I am contributiong to my own demise by buying a newspaper to learn about the death of my ideas and beliefs. I see all wealth is unrighteous mammon to feed a mammoth.

I wonder why Christians where crucified in the begining. Did they take the money out of the grasp of Ceasar. His vast armies began to shrink from lack of wealth and man power. Ceasars beast dies only to create another beast the Catholic Church. An up and down roller coaster to evolve into the states we have today. We live in the bellies of beasts and should I be satisfied my predicament.

Education is a method I promote, but what is being taught and why does the state cut back on education. I just don't get it. Forgiveness is the first step, for we do not know what we do.

Christian Philosopher

Must be praxis, the application or use of knowledge. Primary action is to practice poverty. The practice of poverty produces non-desire of material gain. No longer is one consumed with the action of aquiring wealth but spiritual gratification. First, seek the kingdom of God, then seek wisdom. To have the kingdom of God is suffecient, but to the philosopher it is not enough. Why am I doing the things that I am doing. For instance, corporate creed produced by organized religion. Corporate creeds are good and bad. The good is that it gives those without ime to have something to think about. The bad is that it stops one from seeking the King of heaven for themselve. Christianity is a self=centered religion that spreads out ward. I must get right with the creator!The way of the creator is manifested throught Christ. One must practice the truth they have recieved. The truth is the knowledge of God' true way.

To practice poverty does not mean to remain poor. Once, a person practices poverty, a new understanding of the words of Christ is unvieled to the seeker. The condition of poverty is a reality for many people, so they are not practicing but living it. However, it is not practiced, once one has the means to not be impoverised, then return to poverty a very different prespective is achieved. This develops a concept for the Christian and many that God does provide without us striving for material gains. In the post modern world we are consumed with the aquisition of wealth. The aquisiton of wealth has many reasons, primarily it provides a since of security to the individual. God provides this security.

Our free will as humans we want to accomplish things on our own, a since of independence, but none is truly independent. We rely on community and our community should rely on God. We desire to boast "I did this," but one truly has done nothing when seeing the natural beauty of the world around them. The aquisition of wealth has a blinding affect on the individual. No matter where an indiviual stands the are in the natural world. Many, tend to think the natural world is a place densly pack with plant life and animals. Humanity is the measurement of all things on earth, so looking at our community and our relationship with the community in a city is just as valid as watching earth worms and ants, more so. The relationship of humanity to nature, and self to nature and humantiy becomes easier when not consummed with getting money.

Poverty gives one the time to think. Just let yourself depend on God and see what happens. I know there is security.

Matthew 6 v 25 Therefore I say unto you, take no thought for your life, what you shall eat, or what you shall drink: nor yet for your body, what you shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? 26 Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much better than they are?

Poverty allows the Christian Philosopher to know the truth. Deminishing the desire for material increases the abundance of spiritual gain. I learn that submission to God one loses his self to find himself. All Christians do not have to do this, but the Christian philosopher must. We rely on faith and works. What we believe is true so we must do. We do the things we believe and we gain understanding. Christ governs our minds and actions. Overtime, we are moved by the entire trinity. We govern ourselves within the trinity.

To know ourselves we must discover the truth with time and guidance from Christ. Any one born in a Christian country is blessed.

The Christian philosopher is torn. The Christian philospher wants to do for God and do for humanity. It is being torn that makes a philosopher become a philosopher. The Christian philosopher is torn between service to God and service to humanity and searches for means to accomplish the two. To serve God is serving humanity but not all of humanity desire the Christian path so to help is difficult. To know God, one will know the institutions of humanity. The Christian philospher looks for means to put the institution of humanity in accordance with God.

Poverty gives the Christian philospher time to view the problem. Wealth gives a person the time to view the problem, but the wealth aquirred creates a torn position, because the person with wealth desires to preserve there wealth while trying to help. The ladder creates the condition of serving two masters wealth and God at one time. However, looking at the problem will give on the answers but frustration at the same time. To help humanity for God can become a meaningless endeavor. The world looks to be unsavable, so the Christian philosopher goes into isolation. For instance, a monk in a monastery. However, this is counter to the Christian way:

Matthew 5 v 14: You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill can not be hidden. 15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick: and it gives light to all that are in the house. 16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

I ponder this parable alot. I have noted it before. In a world of darkness the darkness is the light and to see the light is darkness that must be prevented. The light among light causes competition who is the brightest light. Among the good and the evil I find despair, which encourages isolation and contemplation. The spirit puts me into action which I do not know until the last. I am learning not to complain, because I sought and found but did not know what I sought to be found.

Original Sin Part I

What is the point for the sacrifice of Christ to save the world if we are gonna keep going back to the fall of man. Christ sacrifice is a renewal for humanity mnot an excuse to continue in sin. Today, I went to buy a soda at the local liquor store. I usually have a direct route strait to the refrigerator and over to the counter to pay and leave. I have never walked around the store. When I walked in today, the owner was getting re-supplied and I had to meander throught the store. Holy smokes, there was a third of the store covered in booz. I did not know there was that much liquoer inside. I got my soda and went to the counter to pay. The owner was talking to a liquor merchant to buy more booz. I mention to the owner, I did not know you had so much much liquor in here. The both chimed inn in unison, whatever you need we have it. I was like no I do not need, but you can come to my church. They both said they go to church and are Catholics. The liquor merchant said he felt bad selling booz to all the executives in downtown and the owner did not say he had the problem but compared drinking the caffine in my soda to drinking booz. So booz is the same as soda to the guy? I bought my soda and said as Catholics you have confessions with priest to absolve your sin, I do not so I don't drink. Technically, I get my Lord's prayer answered in 20/20 hindsight but that is a different story.

My first problem is that they both felt bad that they where selling liquor to people. Right there in that instance, there is some aspect of the trinity telling not to do it or just being human. I think since the grace of God and Christ we have that know without being a Christian (debatable). We get it more as Christians. There is a point where we have no desire to do wrong and we do good. Saying we are under the burden of original sin is not good. Christ redeemed us for us thus we have that little thing in us that says don't do it. People, squash that out of them and do whatever they choose (can be gotten back), The little voice will not have to tell you that action is wrong, but you are doing right. either can be cultivated, I know the way to cultivate it in the optimum conditon is with the grace of God through Christ.

These two guys go to mass and get there sin absolved by a priest but go back to doing it the next week until they can no longer bear it and go back to the priest. Im like go to God and you will get on the path to peace. The doctrine of original sin gives everybody the ability to do evil. I accept Christ to know the good in life, not to keep doing the same wicked deeds. I am still thinking about the whole cadre of things.

Critique of the Wisdom Jesus

Written by Cynthia Bourgeault. I have not read the complete book as yet but the frame of mind the book desires to place me I disagree. First, the authors seems to make an assumption that Jesus learned threw seeking the kingdom of God. I think Jesus new the kingdom of heaven from the moment of his birth. Therefore, if Jesus seeks, What he is looking for is Wisdom that exist in the world that he is born into. He is a light looking for other lights. I like to think of him as Diogenes carrying a lantern during the middle of the day looking for the truth.

I am coming to the conclusion that Jesus foray into the wilderness is looking for the light among humanity. He did not find light expect for one that is John the Baptist. This is similar to King Solomons search for a wise man in the world and he only finds one. Moreover, it seems that people forget that Jesus is the first born son to Joseph and Mary, thus he would be consecrated to God from birth, establishing his manhood in the Jewish community. (not really gonna look at it at this moment) Jesus is a Nazareth according to Jewish law and i have heard called by this term. As a Nazarine, Jesus knows the Law. Living the Law by God first and learned within his culture as being a first born son to Jewish parents. For instance, the author makes the claim that Jesus could have been an Essenes Jew. He being the first born son gives him many duties.

My counter speculation: Is living as Nazarine (keeping the Jewish Law real, as a duty for the Jews, but the word made flesh by God) He learns the hypocrosy of the Pharisee. He might can not teach in the temple but he definately has access. He is not a Levite those that give the Law to the people. Jesus teaching "Wisdom" outside the temple is an infraction of the Law (a job of the Levites) but the Levites do this inside the temple not outside. The death of Christ takes what was behing the veil of the temple to humans outside. While he walked among us, he was the ark outside of the temple. So much ignorance in humanity/world/ the world is more than humanity/ that he was so distressed because the truth he knows had been lost.

The author mentions our "20/20 hindsight." We don't see to good. I think Jesus was pissed. A way was prepared for him, with stumbling blocks in his path. One of the reason Christ does not want chidren to be lead astray of him. From my personal experience, I have set in quite a few course in college, and there was information presented in class from professors and students that I wanted to scream "BULLSHIT" but I kept my tounge silent and presented my position in time. To know the a truth and see it butchered is torture. Moreover, at least once a week I hear ignorance considering Christians Faith. Do I cast my pearls before swine, or walk on them like bad salt? Overall, I wish they would seek the truth instead of second hand information.

Furthermore, I do not think seeking is from reading it is from doing. I did not need to read the gnostic text for further guidance. I am not saying to read them is bad but, do and you will learn from the parables of one book of the Gospels. The Gospels being the four books written by Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John.

The book is keeping my attention, and good to hear anothers journey to self realization in Christ.

Man ape = sinner

The Greek Philosopher Diogenes was the first to attack the category system of Aristotle. For instance, during a lecture at the lyceum (similar to the area outside the Jewish temple) Aristotle made the proposition that a man is a two legged featherless animal. To counter the argument, Diogenes plucked a chicken and returned it to Aristotle saying her is a man for you. Aristotle changed his proposition to say clawless.

During my undergraduate studies a professor told me that the greeks assigned value to thing related to its function for society. For example, the purpose of a tree was to be: table, chair, spear, etc. I did not understand the argument. For me, I believed the purpose of a tree was to be a tree. We argued the matter for five minutes, and it finally dawned on my professor that it was a Greek that thought like that not me. Two seperate understandings. A tree is my neighbor, to the ancient greeks it is a commodity to be consumed by humans.

When i look at a tree I notice that it gives itself freely. Ripe fruit falls from the tree and the bark also falls off the tree: use bark to cook instead of chopping down trees. Humans have a tendency to covet and Nature is the first to suffer from this ailments humanity has.

The man ape to me is one that buys into the concept that we are animals and it is in our nature to behave like beast. Thus, negative behavior patterns are associated to animal behavior. It is natural to behave evil. I think it is natural to behave good. The natural condition of man has been debated, as an American I have inherited the secular understanding from John Locke and Thomas Hobbes. For Locke, man is majestic and free, to Hobbes men are a beast to be controlled.

However, most animals do not kill there own an activity humans are quite fond to do if given the proper encouragement and conditioning. Negative behavior patterns are considered sin. Therefore, a man ape is a sinner. The greeks called this barbarian. The term barbarian is to denote one that does not speak greek, I geuss like a non Jew is a gentile. The Jews learned Greek not to be barbarians did the Greeks learn Hebrew? A man is good. To be human is to embrace the divine.

I think Shakespear said something like men are between the angels and beasts and have the ability to act like both. The thing is that we act like what we are taught by other humans. Angels and beast act the way God made them to act. I geuss an angel must look like us for us to listen to them. Today, we have two competing belefs creation and evolution concerning humanity. God made us or we grew from some soup dejour. They both attempt to explain our negative behavior problem.

One is because of sin, the other because we are animals. I use the term man ape because a gorilla gave me the terminology. (Recently, I was told by one who has wisdom not to make light of a serious event that has occurred in my life or beliefs that I hold dear and true. It dumbs down the message. However, just mentioning that I commune with animal life at certain points of time during my existance is unbelievable in this day and age of science and technology. But,we have all these signs and symbols of animals from the old world and the new world that had meaning. Today they are just emblems on cars, blue jeans and corporate logos. They mean things to me at times and speak to the heart of the matter at hand. I believe a sentient creation of God communicates with God and the holy spirit allows cross communication. A plant knows to grow to light for life.) A gorilla will know the actions and behavior of men and how it has changed over time. A gorilla is peaceful, more like an angel than a man. When I look into the eyes of a gorilla in a cage, it is like, he is questioning me, when are we going to return to the positon God intends for us. The gorilla still lives in the condition that God has made for it. We are trying to be God and change their role in God's creation. Man's downfall has always been trying to be GOD instead of men.

Creationism and Evolution are both used badly, they justify bad behavior among humanity. The purpose of Christ is to remove the negative behavior from humanity. The beatitudes tell us the salvation he brings to humanity. We no longer need to look at angels or beasts for guidance we look to Christ. It does not mean that we can not listen to angels and beast for more guidance. I do not mean disecting a frog in a high school classroom.

Comparing a human to a gorilla is comparing apples to bananas. Comparing a human to an angels is comparing apples to oranges. Basically, human can only be compared to other humans, but our systems of value and catergorization puts humans closer to angels or beast. The number one will be angels and number ten will be the beast. I want to be number one, so I must act like an angel. A gorilla is just the same as an angel a creation of God that can not say no to the will of God.

We still got live with each other. Imagine if animals had angels to defend them. As a creation of God they are protected by something divine. The world God loves is so much bigger than humanity, but the world will be different without humans. We are the Divine comedy and that makes us divine. A gorilla of the divine would see the comedy in our actions.

Good Bye

From a distant
past I hear
today,
while
whistling
Yankee Doodle
and
washing dishes
smeared with bar-B-Que sauce
sprinkles
of
pie crust crumbs
and
drops
of
cold cinamon sweet apples.
Farewell,
or
Fare Thee Well,
prehaps
PEACE UNTO YOU.
We the people!
MUST HAVE
(not NBC T.V.)
but
COLOR BLIND ,
Proper words,
for our proper people
constantly edited
and rewrited
by HAMILTON
or
was it Madison,
Our first leader
said.
To the mases
huddled in fear
and doubt
concerning our experiment.
Representive Democracy!
Our model for the World.
A shining light
shone from
Plymouth Rock
Displaying
Providence
a NEW ROCK
in the
NEW WORLD
IN GOD WE TRUST
no other.

The Republic For:
PEACE!
LIBERTY!
and
The pursuit of
HAPPINESS.
Brave and Bold
He rode his horse
into the setting sun
to rise again
on the lips
of this patriot:
Be wary of:
Beware of:
dividing your self
between the OLD
and
NEW
Just be one:
I AM AMERICAN!
Today,
placing
clean dishes
in an old cabinet
with rusty hinges,
I think:
My Country
that was made
for ones similar to me:
AMERICAN!
are being
sacrificed and sold
to the OLD WORLD:
BRITIAN,
JERUSALEM,
EGPYT,
our
young men are dying
in IRAQ and AFGHANISTHAN
and losing their minds
for "Lot's wife syndrome."
LOSING OUR BLESSING
for the
TANGIBLE
ALMIGHTY DOLLAR
but
NOT
the IDEAS and Aspirations
printed on the Bill,
portraying
George Washington.
making me,
FEEL
ill at ease,
and sick to my stomach
for many moons,
we are giving
away the American Dream
I will say
GOODBYE.

We walk

In the darkness.
some are
searching
for the light,
others not caring,
STALE,
luke warm coffee,
that will dumped in the sink.
Many love
the shadows.
Hiding
their imperfections,
and
willing it to grow.
Down the sink they will go.
Us that search for the light?
No reward.
A servant doing their job,
made
to be!
walking toward the light.
FEEL IT!
The light is here,
not over there,
not up there,
or
around the corner.
Definately
not
a commodity
to be bought
and sold
at the hardware store,
or
a transaction
on Ebay
neither
can it bought
on Amazon dot com
or
on Sundays
where the bells toll.
The steeple is the place,
for a gentle
reminder
for my mind:
In the valley of shadow
there is evil
and the unkown
but evil is not the narrow path
and
Wisdom is a light
I GAIN
to not trip and fall
on the Roman roads
as
I walk.
when
we walk.

Crazy is What crazy does.

I was going to use this story in a book, but I am putting here for now. I have so many journals and note books that I am juggling I needed a place for it. Anyway, one day and many others days I was moved by the spirit to go commune with theprimates at the zoo. I have done this once before and it was quite disturbing after learning science for awhile. After hitting a few trails I like to go to I went over to the zoo. I began to commune with the head of the gorilla tribe at the zoo. It is hard to explain, it is not directly talking to them, but thoughts come to your mind that I seldom entertain. The gorilla began to explain to me how there are too many man apes around. I looked around at the hustle and bustle of the crowds going in and out of the zoo and I agreed. Yes, this place must be unnerving for you, all the noise and lack of seclusion. The gorrilla agreed but he was not talking about the crowds in his general vicinty, but overall the total population of man apes on the planet. I thought about it and again I agreed with his assestment of the situtation. He called me a monkey man and and told me to walk around and he will explain. I began to walk around the park. My first encounter, was seeing a band of friends playing the park. I was very impressed with the performance. The lead instrument too me was a base made with a bucket. I was so impressed that I wondered why they where playing off to the side. The said you need a permit to play music in the park. I found it strange that one needs a permit to play music in the park. I looked at various things in the park. The most disturbing was when I encountered a tribe of man killers. There was a boy sharpening sticks. I had him why he was sharpening sticks. He had no idea but kept sharpening. I asked him are you making a spear. Maybe. I told him there are more things to do with a stick instead of sharpening it to make a spear. Like what he asked? I said you can use the wood to make a fire to cook. He stopped for a second, thought about it, then continued to sharpen the stick. "He is a man killer I could feel the gorilla tell me. So, I began to walk down the trail and ran into another family. There was a little boy playing with a stick. He heard me talking to the other boy and I asked him are you making a pointy stick too. His mannerism told me no, and he threw the stick to ground. He told me in a way that he was a man ape not a man killer. I did not understand the differrence. I turned around and went back up the trail, the kid with the stick had a family of kids with pointy stick/spears and they where destroying the foliage of the park. I asked the father was he training hunters and is said yes to kill people in Iraq. It dawned on me what a man killer is. The gorrllia told me there is no future for man ape with man killers. He told me tthere are to many man apes. It began to dawn on me that we are not human. We behave like men and beast not the creation God had intended for us. We are torn between being men and beast. He told me that the Tigers take over the spirit of weak man apes and make them like them man killers. Since they can not kill men themselves they would posses their soul and use the man to kill other men. So much knowledge of the condition of humanity hit me from this spirit walk with the gorilla. He told me once again to many man apes teach them to be men and maybe we will be human. Walking with the gorilla and him showing me his prespective really freaked me out. There is no one that knows these things. I was a monkey man. My thoughts made him laugh.

The centimeter

Beats me,
What it is,
A measure
of things.
but
from What?
JE SUIS AMERICAN
WE know the
MIGHTY
inch
the
ANGRY
inch
an
inch
WORM.
Not really,
but
the inch
is from man,
placed on a ruler.
That little
tiny bone,
below
or above?
that knuckle
on my finger.
You need a brain
in your skull
to see that
it is not a secret
or taboo
so many cubits
to build the ark.
How many hands
to build a state?
GREAT! lets see,
one, two, three ...
lets use thirteen colonies.
mmmmmm
excuse me SIR!
WHAT!
In what shape:
a triangle?
a square?
or
a circle?
GOOD GOD
man!
we will use all three:
a pyramid.
thirty big steps.
started by three.
and a stumble.
make sure all are humble,
to climb up those stairs
and
crawl back down
to ground level.
Everyone has to die once.
JESUS DID!
BUT
How many steps
are
below
the
33 and a third steps?
What is down
one degree?
Jesus went away for three days?
I know
I seen
I heard
"Watch OUT, that step is a LOU LOO"
the unveiling
of
the unseen world
in bad form.
Scared the shit out my.
but still
I know the inch.
I can find one on me.
but,
a centimeter?
2.54 inches.
sounds like
Nephlem to me.
BOO

The chicken or the egg

In particular, essence or existence which comes first then second? I am pondering this question. I take the stance that we come from idea's neither existence nor essence. A thought was made from our parents concerning children and then we are the result. Actually, I am a thought concieved by my parents and given form.

What are those thoughts that my parents had to concieve me. Since my parents where both practicing Christians thoughts of God from a Christian prespective was on their minds. The idea of having a child comingled with Christians virtues. The desire to have a child will produce the question how to raise the child. The concept of thought and action begin to merge. Parents begin to prepare for the birth of a child before it comes into being. For example, men and women get jobs in hopes of paying for their offspring and providing a good upbringing for their offspring.

A lot of problems hatch from this explanation. The condition of the unwanted pregnancy. The teenage mother. The woman that is inpregnated by rape. In these conditions, there is no premeatated thought. The idea of birth is not on the mind of these women and men.

Actually, the thought is on our minds and hard wired into the DNA of all living things. For example, as a child I wondered where I and other children came from. I was told I came from my mom's stomach. What did she eat to make me? I better not eat that liver she likes so much. I hope these cookies where not the cause. I will eat these dog biscuits, no way she ate these, only dogs eat them. To find out where children come from begins our ideas concerning procreation. The idea of having childern is taking form in the void of our thoughts.

People that exist co-create the essence of the person that will be. I think life does not need God to be created, but to be saved yes. Saved from what only He knows. (Yeah, so what I typed He. Get your own blog and type what you want.) Actually, saved from ourself because we can be formed without him. However, we can be formed with him. I believe I was created with him, not to sure about my neighbor, he listens to the worse music ever.

I believe this from listening to my parents and myself (essence). This is sort of a predestination vine of thought. Being born to Christian parents, I was predestined to be a Christian. I have the choice not to live the life of a Christian. I have tried and it did not work out for me,lol. The wise man enjoys correction from the father and I get put back on the narrow road that is often less travelled by the masses.

There is a union between the ideas of those that live for GOD through Christ and the essence of GOD, the holy spirit. We are to be vessels for the word of God and the holy spirit, followers of the teachings of Christ. I believe Jesus is the Christ, his word is true.

One thing I am astonished with: I am not a gentile and never have been a gentile. We Christians tend to think we are like the barbarians that where converted over two thousand years ago. I am born in the vine of Christ, I am either good or bad fruit for the vine. I make an honest effort to be good fruit.

To bear fruit is spiritual and physical manifestation of the word of GOD. For instance, I can procreate and have children that I raise to be Christ like and I live in the communtiy of humanity being Christ like. I give the light of Christ to my offspring and shine the light of Christ in the community. I do not have to have children to bear fruit for Christ. There are days when I feel like a solar eclipse.

As usual, I get side traked with something else. I want coffee and a cigarette. Oh boy, this is a solar eclispe for quit a few people. I would say: It is not what goes into the body but what comes out. However, I have been known to use profanity that would make a whore blush. Gee whiz I think I did it again.